An All Too Familiar Spot

So here I am again, wondering what happened. It's long nights again and a lot of What If?

I can't help but wonder why love is so elusive for some, but not for others. Some seem to fall right into it and it never stops. They just settle into a relationship and that's it--they go off into their little sunset.

Then there are some of us who think we're heading off into our sunset and get slapped again.

I'm trying my best not to sound bitter/frustrated/disgusted here. Maybe it'll be easier after a decent night's sleep. Whenever I'm able to get that...

Here we go again...

J